Evol

Forever behind the looking glass,
Contact and feelings never past.
Walls as clear as the love in my eyes,
Yet they are as thick unspoken lies.
To call them that is only due to a lack of words
Because every action is worst then any I've heard.
I see there is nothing proving that I mean anything,
simply wasting my time while my sanity remains dwindling.
But in spite of it all that I am awaiting to hear those sweet syllables again,
Wondering in a game when there is no way to win.
I miss you, I love you, I want you, and you mean something to me,
But here I am watching when there is nothing to see.
Why am I waiting for a dream while already awake?
Believing my delusions is my fatal mistake.
I don't want to fight but can't let myself give in,
Find me staring alone, through this glass, my sin